the lonesome seekers...

Sumtyms we feel so lonely that we tend to fill the empty spaces in our lives with anyone we come across ....anyone who assures that we wont be alone again (bout forever donno bt  atleast in d nearest future!!!...)

and then start the  new beginnings...new hopes..,new dreams begin to float in the eyes....we let ourselves drown into the promises made without considering the possibilities of being left again....the loneome seeker has finally someone to hold onto!!!

So is this all about a breakup?...no!...a lost friend?...no!...family fights?...no!its bout "we" n the emptiness we feel at times....some of us..or may be many of us...!!

At times when a need arise out of nowhere....so strong that we believe it to be the most right thing to happen. We feel we need somebody ...someone who listens..who cares..who understands..just make everything right foir us..fix us up!!

and then starts the seeker's search......

the search ends soon...very very soon....because there are people all around....."seekers"...."d lonesome seekers"  i must say!!in need just like us!...who join their destiny with us to give a way to their lives...thus trying to end our search....UNSUCCESSFUL though mostly!!!

The right person at the right time at the right place - well..that's one thing the luckiest amongst us will have!!

Rest of us will only get the wrong ones at wrong times at wrong places throughout our lives!!be it a long forgotten friend..or d closest one....a foe...a stranger...a crush...any acquaintance...or d person next door!!

When we feel something's missing or we are lonely..we truly let ourselves act like a magnet attracting all the wrong people to us....n the right one who can fix it all up remains lost in d crowd of wellwishers trying to find a way to get to us.....

n the self speaks........

Why we get stuck sumtimes??why life doesn’t  let us move on??why we become so lazy that even lifting ourselves from bed becomes a huge task???n thus delaying  a series of things we have planned…..n again making us think why this..why that..??
why am I not able to complete anything??why am I not able to start anything???whose fault is this??ours??or the situations'???or other's???
let us not answer this..for it may go against our heart's answer…..heart n head will start fighting over it…we all know the answer anyways…..
we don’t want to get up!!!we don’t want to move on!!!we want to be stuck where we are because as a matter of fact…we have become so used to it..so comfortable…that we know moving our attention to any new thing will need an inner strength ..an acceptance that we need to get going…….n for us..its very hard…what we think as something "truly impossible"!!!


but we want a better world 4 us..4 the ones we care for….we want to see our dreams become a reality..we want  to forget n forgive…we don’t want some things to repeat themselves….we  want change…..but then why we are happy with not doing anything???we all go through such a phase in our lives..when we need to make fast decisions which can make or ruin the things….or decisions which need to be made as there's no other way…!!!after considering every option ..after knowing how the things were.. why they were..n what options lie next….we still stop when we have to implement the decisions….we stop to think again n again.. what the decision may bring to our lives??? the uncertainty is bound to be there….we can't take it away…..
but does  that means that the veil of uncertainty never lets us see the hope??? why it is so difficult to remove it?? it just needs one step…. Just one…we just need to get up from the bed n start with the things…..start implementing….putting aside all the fears because thinking it over and over will not change our options ..will not change what has already passed!!! time will still move on and before we complain that we lost the time again….we need to move on with the time….or new questions will emerge…but the answers remains the same….go n get up…get going….stop thinking when you have thought enough..n what's enough n how to know its enough…
well well….when u already know that there are 2 options then still looking for a third one is nothing but ignorance on your part…ignorance of your own limits …ignorance that we choose for ourselves…..which may keep us from moving ahead….n see…its again our decision n our choice  -  'ignorance' or 'acceptance'!!

puzzled....

it all seems like a puzzle wid some pieces perfectly in place , some out of order , some broken while some are lost……. ‘N’ it surely makes me wonder what to make out of it !!!
seems implausibly arduous sometimes , while at some point it becomes unremarkably interesting!!!
i read it sumwhr n i shud  keep dis in mind 4 nw atleast-

“Someday everything will make perfect sense. So, for now, laugh at the confusion,smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.”:)